flatline_love_6 - User Profile

Name:	flatline_love_6
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This journal is my "hiatus" journal. When things get rough between me and my boyfriend I can go here to rant about it since he's on my friends list of my normal journal,

alleg8or. I've been using this more as of late. I love my boyfriend to death, it's just been rough as of late.

Big bolded numbers indicate how many days I've been on hiatus, Roman Numerals indicate what number journal entry total it is. (I have three that I did when I wasn't on official hiatus yet.) It's still relatively new right now, but I've had it a few months. It was just sitting there waiting for the right time, and well, here it is.

6/6/06 EDIT: Due to certain events this is now permanently my journal. However, I am still open to meeting people via LJ. I'm just not letting my friends from around here read it... because of drama with my boyfriend.

6/23/06 EDIT: formerly known as

alleg8or

Steve Burns is green-stripey love by kymnes

About me:

I am... awake. (that's a reference to Buddhism)

Hey what's up? I'm Emily, I'm now a SOPHOMORE at Eastern Michigan University... woohoo!!! Time flies. I'm taking spring and summer classes because I'm a credit hour whore (trying to graduate early I guess). I play the flute in the Marching and Symphonic Band, maybe someday I'll get into the Wind Symphony!! And I sang in their University Choir, second alto, in the Winter '06 semester... if I can ever make the time next year I'd love to do it again! My supposed major as of yet is German, but that's subject to change. I may switch over to Economics... I'm starting to slowly get a knack for it.

I graduated from Divine Child High School on May 22, 2005 and my life has never been the same since. You meet all kinds of zany, wacky, cool people in college! ;)

I live with my parents and my younger brother (and my cat, Pumpkin, lol), and I commute to school. I have been together with my boyfriend Jeff for almost two years, and it's been amazing. ♥ I have THE most AMAZING friends as well, who are always there for me to help me pick up the pieces when everything falls apart.

In the very little spare time I have during the school year, I like to be with Jeff as much as I can. I also like a good time with my friends every now and then going out to eat, or whatever. When I can't be around people I just bum around on my computer, and play with my LJ, which I am almost obsessed with, or mess around on Facebook and Myspace or some crunk like that.

I want a career to help my life become stable, but more than anything I just want to be a wife and mother. ♥

Anything else you want/need to know, you gotta read the actual LJ. It'll tell you a lot.

I love:

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To understand me better:

1) I am random.
2) I update daily unless my day gets so absolutely crazy that I can't get to a computer... EVER.
3) I am fashionably impaired but sensitive. I have my own style and my own way. Like my personality.
4) I am a Republican, conservative, Catholic, pro-life girl. Get used to it. I don't go around saying I hate liberals and Democrats so don't go around hating me.
5) I love poetry and writing. My poetry journal: poetry_freak_63
6) I am a late bloomer and blossom more fully because of it.
7) I am not perfect.
8) I am a daydreamer.
9) I am a perfectionist, which is different from BEING perfect.
10) I worry too much.
11) I have an ecclectic taste in music but I cannot stand rap and most country.
12) I am open-minded but I have my own beliefs and I adhere to them.
13) Random outbursts in German are to be expected.
14) When I want to update more than once in a day I just add on to the entry I already made. Sometimes it can get pretty long so hold on to your seat and just read it. Or don't.
15) I swear a lot in here. It's just what I do. When I get angry, I vent, and that includes profanity. This is a place where I can get out my feelings and it just so happens I entrust a select few to be able to read my thoughts on situations.

Some lyrics I connect well with:

"I hate the world today.
You're so good to me,
I know but I can't change.
Tried to tell you,
But you look at me like maybe 
I'm an angel underneath,
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried.
You must have been relieved 
To see the softer side,
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you.
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I'm a bitch, 
I'm a lover,
I'm a child, 
I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, 
I'm a saint,
and I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell, 
I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way.

So take me as I am,
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man.
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous,
And I'm going to extremes:
Tomorrow I will change,
And today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, 
I'm a lover,
I'm a child, 
I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, 
I'm a saint,
and I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell, 
I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way.

Just when you think you've got me figured out,
The season's already changin'.
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me.

I'm a bitch, 
I'm a lover,
I'm a child, 
I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, 
I'm a saint,
and I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell, 
I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way.

I'm a bitch, 
I'm a tease,
I'm a goddess on my knees.
When you hurt, 
When you suffer,
I'm your angel undercover.
I've been numb, 
I'm revived,
Can't say I'm not alive,
You know I wouldn't want it any other way." -Meredith Brooks, "Bitch"

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